New Year 2010! ^^

Went to a countdown party in baptist student's house yesterday nite..
Its just 8 of us from KTT and several from Nilai,
The night is filled wif games, food, jokes, and laughter.
We nearly missed the countdown~
then when someone shouted out from the middle of the crowd, we stood up and shook hands wif each other...
everybody has a new year resolution in mind.
hope we can achieve it! ^^ God Bless..

We were bek to bintang walk at 0100++ the nex day.
Then daddy decided to organize a new year outing to sunway 2morrow~
dat nite, the 8 of us gathered there, joking n laughing until the guard chased us off.. XD
Oh ya, we saw the mamak tauke driving off in a car and we managed to wish Happy New Year to him! :)

i only managed to get few hours of sleep and the NEXT DAY....
the same bunch of ppl went up Adikme van and headed to sunway!!! ^^
At first we went to Dragon-I for lunch.
it feels so much like HOME because we r sitting around a circle...

After dat, the guys went to shop for clothes and we followed to kacau~ XD
haha.. then we went to Amp Karaoke...
the karaoke session was so highhhh...
the song dat keep remain in my memory is mayday's 离开地球表面.
daddy stand on the sofa and jump wif the melody!
丢掉手表，丢外套，丢掉烦恼，再丢大脑
and he reli throw his watch and jacket!!
The rest of us laugh tillll our lungs burst! XD

okay, after the time's up and we cant sing anymore,
we still refused to leave the room.
Ah! we played truth or dare.
the girls got truth and most of them r asked the same question:
' If u were to pick a guy frm ktt to b ur bf, who wounld come to ur mind? '
And for the guys,
most of them opted dare
And we asked them to call-out to a guy in ktt and say' i care for u, y u never notise me bfore? ' XD
And last but not least, for daddy we ask him to run into other ppl's room and say Happy New YEar! ^^
it is fun, and the outing is a blast!

we came home about the same time as yesterday.
And we gather around bintang walk again, and chatted till the guard came. XD
We feel so good and its a nice start for a NEW year~
oops, we somehow suggest dat we'll gather here every nite for 2010... haha! (jz joking, i thk..o.o)

yeah, its a WONDERFUL count-down and first day of 2010! =)
its so much fun and i hope the rest of the days in 2010 can b filled wif the same laughter and cheers~
its not about where u r, but about who u r with... --- from aunty elizabeth frm baptist.

Hope i can achieve my resolutionSss... and oh yea,
HAPPY NEW YEAR again ! ^^

its Taylor Lautner !!!

Went to Times Square las saturday...
bought some dress for cny~
and most importantly, i got a mission for myself ;)
before i go, i decided to get myself a ''new moon poster-without edward cullen'' to stick on my bedroom wall~ =D

and i made it! guess wat?
we went to Borders,
and at first im jz flipping through Twilight saga 3' Eclipse'~
because after watching New Moon i would like to know how the story will continue...
BUT THEN!...
i spotted dis Twilight saga 2 New Moon with JACOB BLACK on its cover! ^o^
i was soo excited dat i flip through it, and found an exclusive poster inside!!
jz what i wanted for my bedroom wall! =)
of course the price is a little bit higher..... =x but who cares?
i bought it with great satisfaction and told them dat:
* ITS JACOB BLACK ON THE COVER* !!!
( pls dun mind if i sound a little bit too excited~ :)

yeah, some of them say: 'aiya u wont get to finish dat thick book de lar...u onli see the cover only'
BUT!
its the second day now and i ALMOST finished the book!~ ^^ (563 pages)
yay yay yay...
im a bit crazy about Taylor Lautner now ( starring Jacob Black in New Moon )
kindly give me a month or two to balance up the level of adrenaline inside me~ hehe
and.....
im going Genting dis weekend wif my family *wheee*
i'll probably be spending my Christmas in Johor~ ^^
though im a bit diappointed for missing the celebration in baptist church...
but, dats wat life is all about~
u lose something first, then u gain something back... =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS everybody!
i'll read the book which cost me 45 dollar over and over again until im crazy...
dun stop me please! XD

* Love is irrational. The more u loved someone, the less sense anything made.*--- New Moon

TEAM JACOB!

放弃

我该放弃吗?
有时候坚持一样东西真的很难很难
因为你不知道结果会不会是你想要的.
我很怕自己赌错.
盲目地坚持着, 只因为我不想错过, 有可能属于自己的东西. >.<

我很常告诉自己，要勇敢一点。
豁出去，才能创造惊喜！
但是很怕，如果没有惊喜，我会伤得很深...

人生是一场赌注。
考spm 的时候，我就在赌我的华文分数。最后我赌赢了~
但是这次我一样没有把握。
如果输了，我要怎样把那个伤口填满...
我知道自己的底线在哪里。
在这之前，我以为我可以很潇洒，我以为我可以头也不会的走掉。
但是在失去的那一瞬间，我才发现原来心会痛。
为什么拥有的时候不能好好珍惜？为什么还要自己把它毁掉再来难过？
但是某个程度我觉得自己没有做错。或许我伤了自己，但至少对得起别人。
如果再重来一次，我还是会这么做...

等待是我为你付出的代价。

笑一笑吧~ honour God when u win, honour God when u lose. =)
when u blif in God, nothing is impossible... ( from the movie: Facing Giant )

2012

我回家了!!!
上个星期刚考完sem 1 final exam。
跟一群朋友去了the mines 的 《书香》 书展~^^
话说是有700 多个摊位啦，还有很多作者都会到场。
去的那天是开幕的第一天，我们一群人分成两派，一些 去shopping mall,
而我就跟着其他人去《书香》啦~ 看他们超兴奋的说...哈哈

the mines shopping mall

逛了不久，找不到战利品，就回去the mines shopping mall 会其他人。
还看了2012! 哭了两次...真的超推荐这部电影的。
回家跟爸爸讲了。我问，如果明天就是世界末日，怎么办？
他说：其实只要一家人能够在一起就够了....
听了又有点鼻酸 T.T
死亡并不可怕，可怕的是，我们在活着的时候没有把想做的东西做完。


舅舅一家从usa 回来看我们。还有我的小表妹-- Valerie~~ 超可爱的！=3
一直叫我姐姐.... ^^

这应该算是最新的一张全家福了吧！真的，没有什么比全家人在一起更温馨了~ T.T
其实世界上很多东西就是这样，在失去的边缘，才发现他的可贵。
昨天在一个朋友的部落格上看到这样一句话：
冷漠有时候并不是无情，只是一种避免被伤害的工具。

对了，我去拉直头发了！再见刘海，哈哈...
拉头发的时候跟那个洗头小弟聊起来，才发现他竟然跟我同年！@.@''' 真是有够巧的。

前几天被 JX 拉到msn 的聊天室聊天，原来是ktt 的同学会啊~ 哈哈...
发现他们其实很好笑的。XD

再过几天就要回Ktt 了，很多次，我觉得回来是种逃避，但这次不一样了。
我回来是为了休息，休息好准备走更长远的路！而且我要勇敢，抬着头，不留遗憾的把他走完。
这次回去seniors 都不在了。我一定会想念那些熟悉的身影...但是我不会感到孤单。
欢乐是自己制造的，不是吗？要难过，要开心；自己选。=)
我要大声地说：
我选择努力的过属于我的每一天，微笑的面对每一个，向我走来的身影。
因为我相信，你们将会是我以后最美好的回忆！^^

GOD BLESS U ALL!

My Life My Way

Things r getting perfectly well recently...
exam in 2 weeks' time~ >.<
i go to cf every week, reli enjoying my moments wif God~ :)
n thx to every friends i got, i dont feel empty any more! c
urrently listening to a song called 'Taking Back My Love'....
luv it~ im taking bek my love from someone who dont deserve it,
n reserving it for someone dat reli worth it~ ;)
here r some recent pics of mine...

We took it during the countdown night of Doris's birthday~
the 3 of rest planned it so well....
first of all, we make a card and get almost all the ppl in ktt to write smtg for her~
then, mark suggested dat he n some other guys will sing down our apartment's balcony.
so they got their guitars, n about 20++ of them gather down thr while the 3 of us went up,
pretending ntg is going to happen.
haha.... we knew she started to feel diappointed nw~hehe

when the clock struck 12,
we all rush inside, screamed~ sang birthday song for her.... ^^
yeah dis is not the end of it...
we brought her to the balcony and asked her to look down~
until today, i still can remember the scene below...
ppl played guitar n sang bday song out loud~ soooo romantic... =P

the nex day we went to alamanda.
Oh yea, our bday gift for her --- the Baby Milo shirt~
and yeah, dat day we all wear the same shirt to celebrate her bday... haha
later, we went to sing K again...

dis is the first time for me to plan a bday outing...
if u ask me why i wanna do dat?
mayb its because now all of us r out here alone, leaving our family behind,
struggling to live by ourselves.
i know how it feels to spend a birthday in a foreign place.
dats y i wanna let her feel the warmth dat friends can give... =)
hope she likes dis bday celebration thou~ hehe

im trying my best to adapt myself well,
living my life to the fullest~ ^^

here's my fav. song in cf -- THE RUNAWAY CHILD
i think it suits me very well... yeah i cried during the first time i heard it~

The cross on calvary
Is what dat sets me free
You died for u n me
And suffered on the tree

Take up the cross and follow me
I hear my saviour call
How can i give my second best
When Jesus gave his all for us

Jesus how great is your love
You are the saviour of this world
Even u r king of kings
U came to die for all our sins
And gave us hope for eternity
I love you

Jesus My Lord
I just want to be right in your arms
Sometimes i try to runaway
And even go against your way
Still you will turn to me and say
Come back my sweet child

Study time now...
Im strong, because God is always in my heart~
I'll leave it all to u
because the best always come after waiting.... =)

忘记

让我静静的发着呆, 然后忘记你...
跟着紧紧闭上眼...

有时候我很怕，
怕身边的人。我不知道他们在想什么...
我记得一个朋友说过：
如果这只是一个生活营，它会是个很好的回忆。
当我们回到家再想起这里的生活，嘴角会弯起一个勾笑..... =)
但可惜，
它不是。>.<

当初做的每一件事，我们要负责。
当初说的每一段话，我们要承担后果。

拼学业吧!!! @.@
不要想无聊的事情！
下次每一科至少进步十分！
这才叫做TARGET ..... =.=

对不起

**的两个人,
为什么要狠心伤害对方?

明明知道那种心痛的感觉会有多真,
却还是明知故犯.... >.<
是为了证明对方在乎自己吗?
是关怀, 还是刻意伤害??

我的心累了...
在这种时刻, 给我这么致命的一击, 真的很残忍咯~
虽然我知道，
你现在做的，只是当初我对你做的百分之一而已，
但是我从来没有想过，它是这么难受的。对不起，如果还来得及的话....

对不起我答应了不会伤害你，
却反悔了。
你忍了这么多次，或许是你给的最大宽容了吧...
我对你做的这一切超过你的界限了吗？
你开始反击....
而这时候我才发现，你当初心里的感受.... >.<

让我们停止这一切好吗？
我不想再这样下去了。